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2007-08-02T22:00:00.000-07:00

yes i know.its been a long time since time i last blog but life been real busy.with lots of tests and homework.cant seem to find time to breathe.perhaps i made e wrong choice in choosing this path but there is no turning back.what i can do now is only to work hard and pray that i can successfully cross this 2 years hurdle...

common test just end and i know its screwed up but its alright its not the end.there are more important things in life than this tests and stuff.have been thinking alot after common test.just realise in life things can be so volatile.even kinship.things are not the same as e past.last time we used to be so closed but now i just realise we have drifted apart.far too apart.now i just feel like i am talking to a stranger i dont even know how to strike a conversation between us.i felt so lost.i dont want to lose you.i know if i just let u go,u will never come back.but i have no idea how to catch u back.it pains my heart to see u drifting away.i dont want things to turn out this way but i dont know how to salvage the situation.i only know i want to RECONNECT with you like how we used to in the past...

i want to have the best of both worlds!yes.i am greedy=)

2007-05-04T09:02:00.001-07:00

havent been blogging.just too busy n tired to do so.i will try.blog as often as i can!
hmm.life is just so boring nowadays.everyday is just like schooling,doing tons of hw,attending courses,studying for MANY MANY tests!arrgh!v boring.few outings =(
haha.but thankfully everyday go sch there will always be things which allows me to laugh out heartily. making my schooling life more colourful.hehe.realise tt actually talking helps me to destress!=) have been talking alot now compared to last time.
sch wrk just sucks.everything is like falling apart.everyday is like always got no energy just feel like sleeping when i get home.can no longer study till super late in e night.10+ is my max and yet i still have panda eyes.failing or borderline passing.its bad.hmm.but i will persevere!quickly crossing this hurdle...
hmm.took up golf for idp.its fun!i wanna play at e real golf course!(nt thse muddy grounds where we are playing now)
for now.i shall slp...

2007-04-22T10:17:00.000-07:00

tml is the syf central judging day for bbss choir.suddenly make me remember e syf i took part 2 yrs ago.really cherish thse moments performing on stage although i will not have e chance to perform on stage again:( anyway tis post is specially for them.hehe.muz jiayoux!u all have been training so hard so i am v confident tt u all can reach ur goals.but mst importantly enjoy performing!:) jiayoux!

2007-03-14T23:52:00.000-07:00

hmm.after tonight i dunu when will we meet again.
perhaps 3months later or even longer
moving on with our individual lifes.
a new chapter which we dunu what lies before us
just hoping that we can all adapt well.
but no matter what i will always remember tonight(14/03/07)
a night when we all went crazy n just enjoy every single moment of it
if i could i will turn back e time and let it rerun forever
cause i know i will miss u all alot and could not bear to let go.
hmm.thnxs for appearing in my life n creating such a huge impact
cheers!

2007-03-11T11:27:00.000-07:00

great song by beyonce knowles
featured in dream girls
song name:LISTEN

Listen,
To the song here in my heart
A melody I've start
But can't complete

Listen, to the sound from deep within
It's only beginning
To find release

Oh,
the time has come
for my dreams to be heard
They will not be pushed aside and turned
Into your own
all cause you won't
Listen....

[Chorus]
Listen,
I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home, in my own home
And I tried and tried
To say whats on my mind
You should have known
Oh,
Now I'm done believin you
You don't know what I'm feelin
I'm more than what, you made of me
I followed the voice
you gave to me
But now I gotta find, my own..

You should have listened
There is someone here inside
Someone I'd thought had died
Sooo long ago

Ohh I'm free now and my dreams to be heard
They will not be pushed aside on words
Into your arms
All cause you won't
Listen...

[Chorus]

I don't know where I belong
But i'll be movin on
If you don't....
If you won't....

LISTEN!!!...
To the song here in my heart
A melody I've start
But I will complete

Oh,
Now i'm done believin you
You dont know what I'm feelin
I'm more than what, you made of me
I followed the voice, you think you gave to me
But now I gotta find, my own..
my ownn...

2007-03-05T06:42:00.001-08:00

hmm.tis few days have e blogging mood.juz wanna blog blog blog abt wads happening.dun think tt after pae will blog so often le better blog nw!=p
today was my first time crashing.=p.haha.crash into pjc with sec sch mates n cuzzies.went sch with cheryl!long time nv go sch together le miss thse times when almost everyday i will see tt familiar face on e bus.hmm.e place seem so stranger but luckily cheryl was around.sat wid her friends n i saw jiajun!my pri sch best buddy!nv really change much.still feel v comfortable chatting with her. dingdong!its time to chiong to toilet n hide!haha.me n wf hide in 1 cubicle while bel n friends hide in e other.we waited n waited...finally came out was sweating lyk hell!but its hell fun.went to sanctuary slack chat n sight-see.nth much to do except xplore their sch food?try their chicken rice which was slightly above average.hmm.realise tt actually we have got a mini 4e1 gang in pjc.haha. then e whole day was juz slacking my whole day in canteen with bel n juz gossip=D.saw many bbss pple n make a new nice friend(jasmine=D).perhaps its my first n last time crashing but have no regrets crashing.whee!~

2007-03-02T07:36:00.001-08:00

hiya.attend sch as usual.hehe.found todays bio quite interesting prob cause its e easiest part.aft i give myself a long long long long break b4 attending ct lesson.2dae will b e last day tt we have proper lessons with our pae class n teachers.hmm.so ct show us some important values.really appreciate what she had done for us.thnxs!haha.a nice interesting n comical teacher...e pae period is going to end soon.have realise many things and experience happy n sad times.secondary buddies are no longer physically with u but only mentally thus u will have to be more independent n adapt to e new environment.good or bad?its up to u to think...
meet up with jiahui.darren.lunfa.joehan.xiaoshen go alvin hse play mahjong!hmm.first time there. omg!e house v nice!what shocking is alvin room quite neat!muahaha thought tt he v untidy de.haha.set up 2 tables like gambling den lyk tt.haha.1 is e 'fierce' table while e other is e 'friendly' table.huge dif between e atmosphere.e 'fierce' table super scary n quiet while e 'friendly' one v noisy n fun.hmm.make a new disciple today.v happy tt he is a fast learner=).haha.so pro.hmm.it aint everything abt mahjong but e fun we have n mst importantly i get to meet up with them!=)

i am wondering wondering wondering...

2007-02-27T20:49:00.000-08:00

today is a tiring day!lessons as per normal.dry boring suffocating n putting me to sleep except for chi which seems like a chi history lesson.hmm.long time nv attend history lesson le =) hmm.had a bad fall today.my ankle hurts but anyway promise to go watch movie with dearest sis n laksa thus we went to jp to watch norbit!hmm.e movie was abit comical but at e same time disgusting.haha. after which we went to find sis *ancient* comb.haha.such a picky comb!soooo tired.

whoo...i miss my powerpuff gang!missyamissyamissya

2007-02-06T16:22:00.000-08:00

whee!haha.i am gonna take back thse words i say in my previous post.hmm.nw i am happy happy happy n happy!haha.life has been great!nv thought tt i will enjoy my first 3 months in jjc.initially even wanted to withdraw but luckily didnt.well i love sch!although it is only just e first 3 months but i met many new n interesting people.starting to feel sad tt we may part soon although we are only a class for a few weeks.i will miss 07s24...

hmm.results will be out tis fri(9/2/07).starting to feel e jitters.

2007-01-09T22:18:00.000-08:00

i am tired.
i thought i could handle it well but it turn out e other way.
it was all a total failure.
everything now is all a facade.
i am tired.

2006-12-25T00:16:00.000-08:00

heyx!its xmas!woohoo!one of my fav festivals.a thanksgiving season.so what r u waiting for?
hehe.cuzzies r bac frm their aussie trip!n they r cuming my hse to parr-ttttyyyy!cant wait!

went to chc service on sat.was my first time going for a church service.e experience was awesome. xmas songs,drama n knowledge abt jesus.really have e xmas spirit.i luv it!hmm...but i also found out tt i wasnt ready.nt as ready as i expected myself to be.nt ready to become a christian.had a great time!=)

maybe i will maybe i wont

2006-12-01T23:03:00.000-08:00

ytd 30/11/06,went for choir concert.jointly presented by hihs,sgss,phs choirs.while e guest choir r none other then our bbss choir n wgs!hmm.e concert was great!most of e songs are not eng n chi songs thus i dont understand what are they singing but still e voice n everything is there so it was superb!but still i like e 6 soloist frm sgss singing regressa a mi(unbreak my heart).ooooo.it sure melts girls heart.e concert ends at 9.30.but its too early to go home thus me n jos stay n fool around.hmm.we waited 20 mins for e 'right' mrt train to come.hoping tt e crowd will become lesser but in e end e train we board was still super crowded.anyway i had a fun time! =)

his look is sure deceiving but anyway i finally understood.it was disappointing yet i was relieved.*snap*its all back to reality...

2006-11-28T22:56:00.000-08:00

cant sleep tis morning but anyway woke up at 7+ to attend choir rehearsal!hehe.long time since i last wake up so early and attend choir.well its a great feeling.reach school and took e bus with choir to s'pore conference hall.e concert hall was not bad and e seats are quite comfy.anyway.juz relax and watch e choirs rehearse.rehearsal was not bad.hmm.but theres this performance tt leave a deep impression in my mind.a 6 people performance from st gab sec sch.it was superb!great acapella.wanted to find e song but cant.dunu which language is that but really appreciate it.after went to wm with jos to makan.sat dwn to chat.saw jiahui going for her new job.jiayoux!reach hme at 4+.

jiahui:jiayoux!jiayoux!
mk:gd luck to ur mission trip and take care!

2006-11-23T01:27:00.000-08:00

phew!at last.finish changing e blogskin.hmm...nice?i luv e pic!changing e blogskin can b tiring too. spend 2.5 hrs just to redecorate it.find a blogskin that i am satisfied,edit it......perhaps i am a blog idiot thats why i take so long?yupz i guess so.need a rest.gonna slp now after all e 'hard' work.haha. gd nitez!

2006-09-24T03:12:00.000-07:00

hehe.iamsodead!haha.tts cuz i am crazy over e drama serial: devil beside me.highly recommended by ms sherlyn tan if u luv romantic dramas.yupz i noe its kind of abit too drama but iluv it! lalalalala...

its been abt 2.5 years since we noe each other.i still rmb...e first time we spoke.e first sms.e first sight.e first tease.its all locked up in my mind.it may haf been erased frm ur memory but it will always stay in mine...mug real hard during tis 1 wk break n all e best in 2wks time.

2006-09-07T23:47:00.000-07:00

its my bdae!haha.im16!haiz.but wadeva it is 2dae is a boring dae...mugging at hme 4 e prelims.haha.anyway had a great party on sat n tml im going out!looking 4ward to tml realli wish tt my dear cuzzies can join me......hmm.lets wish......
wish tt dad will not get defeated by---
wish to take away all e pain tt mel is suffering
wish tt i can b a couch potatoe everyday n juz b a tv addict!

muahaha!tis shall b a new beginning 4 me.*

2006-08-19T01:00:00.000-07:00

hey!i gonna blog!woohoo!today was a super duper fun day.*18/08/06*will forever remember tis day.well.lessons as per normal.gearing up for upcoming prelims n 'o's.was totally stressed up wid insufficient slp!my slping hours were pathetic ranging frm 4 to 6 hrs.hey!tts nt enough for me! anyway had xtra chem remedial n immediately rushed hme to makan n change to report back to schoool again...
tis cums e fun part of e day.its my farewell party!4 years had passed n its my turn nw to bid farewell to juniors.it was a total blast!it started at abt 4.30 n played games.one of which was water game.haha.was drenched v badly but its a nice feeling.went for dinner n then performance.shant go into too much details but e performance was terrific.was v touched by their 'composed' song.it rawk a big time!wanted to stay longer but sch closing so went for drinks n reach hme lyk close to 12.

today was a big chill out time.
today i received e largest card in my entire life.
today held e sweetest memories in my life.
today was shiok shiok shiok!
i wanna turn back time...

2006-07-23T00:14:00.000-07:00

click on e first heart.scroll to e bottom.teenage life by daz sampson.i luv tis song!bcuz of e kiddy voice.its cute!does tis reminds u of your teenage life?

2006-07-02T10:41:00.000-07:00

well.exactly 1 month since i last blog.first wk of sch had juz started.hmm.still into e hols mood.dunu y but always v tired in klass.gonna buck up soon.ok enuff abt boring sch.lets talk abt world cup! haha i may nt trully understand it but at least i noe a few stuff abt it.stay up to watch e past few matches wid dad n bro.haha.i guess bro was v pekchek wid me 4 asking him soooo many questions. haha but i had a great time disturbing him!haha.but thnxs oso cuz he open e door of world cup knowledge 4 me.pardon me 4 asking stupid questions k?haha.anyway stay up to watch last night england vs portugal match.initially was quite confident tt england will win cuz they had more gd players than portugal.soon tis confidence slip away wid e sending off of rooney.well.11 vs 10.but dey still hang in there making a draw n there goes e penalty kick.thinking of them making thru wid penalty kick chances r 0.3 moreover portugals goalkeeper was obviously better den englands. finally it ended wid portugal wining 3-1 penalty kick.aiyah xpected larhx.england lost n i was sad but who to blame?boring coach?hot tempered rooney?lousy goalkeeper?wadever.e match is o-v-e-r.n dey r gg home....hmm.anyway.lets see...wad am i doing 2dae?gg out lunch wid familie n hopefully gg shopping?haha.i miss shopping! especially its gss!didnt realli make use of it so 2dae i wish i can shop shop shop.shop till i drop!...

2006-06-02T22:41:00.000-07:00

hmm.too lazy to blog tis past daes.well nvm.tis whole wk went bac sch for xtra lessons.boo!i alreadi in hols mood.haha.gotta get myself to concentrate mre.todae had lessons till almst 2.damm tired but still went jp to makan n bought a skirt.went hme at abt 4.afta went to cut hair!OMG! make a wrong choice in asking e auntie to cut short my fringe.ok.wad done cant b undone.rest of dae is juz slacking at hme. BOOOO!cuzzie gonna fly to bangkok tml widout me!no fair!juz bcuz of e xtra lessons den cant go.wet blanket.dey gonna go crazy shopping.manicure.spa.massage.feast!i am soooo jealous.how i wish i am able to go...

2006-05-18T22:14:00.000-07:00

WOOHOO!my blog has rebirth!
well.take a long time choosing e blogskin but finally am contented with tis blogskin...
hmm.nt gonna blog much for first entry.but juz wanna say i getting bac rest of paper tml.sure am gonna freak out man!noe sme of e results le but nt up to expectations.wish me luck!

*celebrates rebirth of blog =D*